Life is ours, we live it our way

  Oh..hello there, let me just put on my headphones and pop up another beer ..
Good.. now I am back .. oh this beer .. I love it,  I had some medical problems so I wasn't allowed to drink for about 16 days . It was pretty painful , but now I have a sweet six pack right next to me .
   You know I also wasn't allowed to go to work for some time so I had plenty of spare time to think about myself and what am I doing with my life . Obviously I concluded that I am too fucking awesome and that it's imperative necessary to stay as hidden as possible and not letting the majority of the people to see my awesomeness in his purest form possible, I am afraid they would cause riots , churches will be raped women will be burned and so on ..
   Seriously now, for a reason I don't fully understand right now it seems that the shit is about to hit the fan , I am older than ever before and the fact that I know I am not the brightest crayon from the pack doesn't help me too much . At work is ok , in fact I may have some chances not to get fired , at home I am making a perfect team with myself ... like look at those beers I bought them for me .. I can't say anything else .. who would go at 2 : 30 in the morning , ignoring two packs of stray dogs , and buy me an six pack ? I would ! Fuck yeah !
    Sometimes I wish I could turn back the time just to straighten up some things , some ugly things I did in the past , I am not always sorry about what have I done , but sometimes , just sometimes, I wish I could thank some people for being part of my life , even if that time passed by very quickly , the memories and the feelings that those people gave me left a mark ( not a scar ) on my heart . Sometimes I wish the world would be as I see it right now after three beers .. lovely , with people in which you can trust .. sadly only an foul would trust someone else . As much as we like to think about ourselves as social beings , the only thing that keeps as together is the egoistic need of one and another . If we could be self sustaining physically and psychically we would not give a fuck about others . That is just my opinion .. and another golden rule is " Do not take any advice about life or love from anybody . This is YOUR life .. THEY can't know 100% what is good or bad for you .. think for yourself and make decisions after you thoughtfully compared the risks and the advantages . Look at me ..saying don't listen to any advice and I am giving them like you just crack opened a bag of fortune cookies .
     Anyhow... what I wanted to say is .. enjoy your life , enjoy what you feel and enjoy the moments with your family and friends , don't collect things..objects ..collect moments , collect joy through memories , it will come a time when all we will have would be those memories .
    May you all be blessed by some super power out there in the Universe... God.. Flying Spaghetti Monster or even Cthulhu ruler of all and beyond .  I don't know how much of the old " Jack " is in me , it seems that he's fading away , so  be good folks , as I stated before I love each and everyone of you  , stay safe !

Oh and this is for you , for the ones that keep coming here to find out if I am still living , I do miss you, so close no matter how far

Meh..

So here I am again , talking to myself and to you my dear one and only reader. It's been some time since I had something to say , something that I would wish to say to someone or maybe just to myself , today I am maybe just a little more pissed about the society in which me and you must live . I see the lack of respect and that joyfully stupidity on most of the people faces . Those little pathetic excuses for humans are happy or sad with their insignificant lives , I am more and more a traveler ..of both time and space .. in this poor excuse of spontaneously existence . Sometimes I wish I was never been born at all , I saw too many atrocities that maybe somehow affected my mind to the point that I can not see the world as a place where I need to find my happiness . This world is driven by factors I can't rely to , we live in a decadent society driven by clowns and I can no longer laugh at their bad jokes , I wish I can find a place where I can be alone with my thoughts, I need to find a purpose worth fighting for . You see, I can't close my eyes knowing that people are freezing to death, I can't eat when I know children are dying of starvation, I can't laugh when old men shed tears, I am utterly disgusted for being a human and taking part of this new social slavery imposed by our society . I know I can't change anything , and maybe is nothing meant to be changed because maybe I am the lunatic and is not your fault that I am crazy , but sincerely I would want to push that " end of all things button " so fucking bad .. I can't feel your tears, I can't relate to your problems when there are bigger issues which nobody tries to overcome .. I am too small to make a change , and I will probably never be able to make a difference . I am not complaining about my life , I am content with what I have, I am at peace with my own self , but not with the world I am part of . I just want to fade away , close my eyes and wake up when our race will not evolve from wars and murder , when we could just get along with each other , you may say I am a dreamer , maybe , but I am not the only one . Now please excuse me .. is late .. and I just want to sail away , from you my dear , from this world and from this whole realm of ignorance . Jack

The fuck was given

       I tried to take a nap because tomorrow I need to get to work at 6 AM , but fuck me sideways if I can grab that motherfucker beautiful healthy sleep . So I opened a bottle of beer , lighten up a friendly neighborhood cancerous cigar, and started writing on my so called blog .
      I am currently listening to Clutch , band that if you are not aware of , I pray to God that you won't make baby boys because they will be automatically gay . Listen to them ..is one of the 11 Commandments , " Thou shall listen to Clutch until you pass out "
       *Cranking up the volume , sipped a quarter of the bottle and almost burned myself with the cigar .

I've got a new job , in a pretty nice place , I mean overall nothing is too good but at least I know some people and when I say good people I am probably referring to four or five of them , the rest of them are like.. neutral ..
I remembered that Libya or ..that Gaddafi motherfucker tries to play war with the western society .. yo Gaddafi who the fuck you think you are killing your own people like that ? Dude you don't have class .  I mean look at Stalin ..the motherfucker killed around 20 millions of his own peps but Churchill and Roosevelt kissed his red ass all the way .
Gaddafi I know you can do better , I mean I saw that the french fag frogs are attacking your country ... com'on you are attacked by the FRENCH ! 
Oulalala sacre blue omlete du fromage...  pfft ...
                    I am wondering if anyone of those two readers of mine knows who le fuck was "General Butt Naked "  Another classy motherfucker who thought that is protected by bullets if he's fighting ..butt naked after he literally eats a small child .
Is simply redundant ... So many fucked up countries in this world and there you are mr Gaddafi just fighting some rebels , not even owning a Death Star .. and suddenly you are attacked by the French and so on ..
                 *Inhales the last bit of the cigar , and makes a circle with the smoke
You know what ..this is a waste of time and lacks any meaning , is not even funny , and is certainly not an pamphlet .
Fuck you Gaddafi , and fuck everyone that would raise a weapon to slay another human being.
This the thing that sickens me the most ...we humans tend to evolve to kill each other more and more pro efficient .. why the fuck all those forces and resources didn't go to Japan to help them straighten their shit up .
               But yeah who the hell am I to ask those questions ... oh wait I know who I am, I am the guy with the natural born right to give a fuck .