June 17

Another week has past and so this damned weekend . I wish I could say I have done some legendary things this week, things that you will be eager to hear . Unfortunately I didn't , I just woke up , got my ass to work and back ..all this excitement for 5 days straight . I wanted to write something the other night , but I was piss drunk so I decided to go outside and take a long walk , simple pleasures of life... sometimes shouldn't be combined . I guess I am getting old , meh.. I just wanted to be more and more stupid , to achieve that nirvana derived from that state of mind .. ignorance is bliss , but if you can't ignore everything what the actual fuck are you doing ? Not succeeding at being stupid is a fail or a win !? Seriously I don't care much about this , I just want a couple more days of freedom a couple more beers in the fridge and some normal humans to interact with. Are you there ? Could you give me a sign that is somehow ok to write ? I don't feel the need anymore to do this .. or I am not drunk enough , don't know , I just want to move on and explore some new places , meet some new people to restore some of my lost faith in humanity . For now I will leave you with this song , wish you all the best wherever you are .

Bad habits

      Hello there my one and only reader, I was wondering how to treat you this time ? Maybe a short story about how too much sleep is worse than sleep deprivation or how I am trying right now to loose my smoking habit . Either one of those subjects are pretty boring , and let's face it no sane human being would give a damn on them .     So ...sticking my nicotine patch on the gluteus maximus I started the old diesel engine which powers my notebook, and began to write all the above .
      Currently I am in the same damned city where I was born, a small part of my childhood was spent on those streets , and even after 24 years the city hasn't changed to much . I am planning to take an small road trip and maybe take a small hike on a forest road , I am pretty much bored right now and my hope to find a job this year are slowly dieing .  Right now , I am feeling like I really don't need many people around , you know I have that feeling that I need to be alone , alone to find some Zen or lost inner peace .
          I will end here my silly good for nothing post , I am going to lift my persona and hover to get a coup of coffee .
        See you later my dear reader , see you later .